Realms of writing

A long time has past, and it has been some time sense I have writen anything at all, I don't even journal anymore these days, maybe I journal once a month. I'm still in the same place, doing pretty much the same things. God continues to be faithfull, and he continues to remind me that he will never leave me or forsake me, even in the really painfull times of life. In those times I cry out, God where are you in this, I'm scared and I don't see what good comes with these hard things of life. Why am I here again? I guess I have felt weary, and weak. I wonder if it's just an awareness of the state of this life on earth, and how flawed it is because of sin. The deepest part of me knows that there's somthing more, something better. It's HIM!

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy , it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 " hello in there, hey, what you got out here worth living for? " "Twwuuee Wwoove "

It was love at first sight. I think I'm in love with you. We're in love. In love? What does it mean, when your, " in love? " what does, ( in) mean? Websters's 2 New Riverside Dectionary's definitions of, in, are: within the bounds of, into, to a condition of, having the activity or function of, during, wearing, having the arrangement or style of, by means of, with reference to, out of, to the inside, to a goal or place, so as to be inclueded or contained, so as to be fashionable, incoming, available or at home, having power. what does, (love) mean? Again, Webster definition is: intense affection, a feeling of attraction resulting from sexual desire, enthusiasm or fondness, a beloved person, a score of zero in tennis, to feel love for, to enjoy enthusiastically, adore, cherish. with in the bounds of a feeling of attraction resulting from sexual desire = In Love. into intense affection= In Love. to a condition of enthusiasm or fondness= In Love. having the activ...

I like being single. I would like to get married. I turned 30 this year. I seem to be getting, that I want to be a mommy feeling more often lately. I want to learn spanish. I want to travel too as many places as I can. I want a husband who likes to travel. I don't want to buy a house with a white picket fence. I'm not sure if I want to buy a house ever. This world has nothing for me. Still more.

A water fall, It drowns out other noise, even your own noisy thoughts, Pease comes even in crazy, deep breaths are often. Prayer, it drowns out other noise, even your own noisy thoughts, Pease comes even in crazy, deep breaths are often.

Hello to all who read this little ditty, I have been hearing word, that some peoples have been disappointed with me not up dating. Sorry, I have been disabled for the past few months or so, I will try and remember to write. Today, I went hiking on rocks at the lake. It was a really beautiful day in Bloomington. We painted our faces with rocks, My friend Amber taught me how to make face paints with Them. We did some stone skipping, ate some lunch, and just enjoyed, took pleasure in Gods creation. I have learned that when we take joy, and pleasure in what he has made, that he is praised, and glorified because of it. Here it is He says, I made it, what do you think, then he waits our reaction, he takes pleasure in our joy over what he has made. Like when we make some good food, and we want to share it with our friends, and family, and we want to see how they enjoy what we made. Maybe it's like a parent with their children when parents give them good gifts, and watching to see...

Well, I am an offical YMCA employee starting today. I will be their massage therapist. I guess, I am a little hasty normaly. Anyway, God still provides. The sun has not shone for the past few days, I pray, that it will come out soon. it looks right now that maybe it might peek out of the clouds yet today. I hope so. though, the rain will turn everything green, and put buds on the trees, and start the prosess of spring. I have injoyed hearing the birds again. They sing such wonderfull songs of praise to my Lord. Again later.