I like being single. I would like to get married. I turned 30 this year. I seem to be getting, that I want to be a mommy feeling more often lately. I want to learn spanish. I want to travel too as many places as I can. I want a husband who likes to travel. I don't want to buy a house with a white picket fence. I'm not sure if I want to buy a house ever. This world has nothing for me. Still more.
Remember that song we used to sing when we were kids, the one we sang when we wanted to go frolic in the out doors but we didn't because it was raining. Rain rain go away come again some other day. Or the one about the old man, It's raining it's poring the old man is snoring, he got out of bed and bumped his head and couldn't get up in the morning. Why did we sing those songs, I mean what happen to the old man? I remember, a few times, during the summer when I was a kid my parents would let us play in the rain. This sounds strange I think, but I like the smell of wet pavement, and I used to lay on it face up eyes closed, every other sense awake. The side walk would be warm from the summer sun of the day, and the rain falling on me would be cool. I remember thinking this is so beautiful God. To know God, is to really experience life, in a vivid sort of way, to have every sense, AWAKE.
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