"Is what bwings us togder today Mawidge that bwessed awangment." I want to get married, really I do. I don't need to get married, but I want to get married. Marriage is not a need, it is a want. And for all girls especially it is something that they think about a lot. There are those of us out there who will try and deny their feelings about this hoping that some how denying it will make the feelings go away, but My experience with that has been not yet. I have stared to just admit the fact, that I want to get married. In the beginning, God created everything, Man and women too. Then we sinned, and there was this curse the one on women was that she would have increased pain in child birth, and our desire would be for our husband. What about those who don't have a husband? I often wonder if it is like being born with out a limb sometimes, or maybe it's like having phantom pains for the one finger you lost or something? My desire will be for my husband who ever he is?
Remember that song we used to sing when we were kids, the one we sang when we wanted to go frolic in the out doors but we didn't because it was raining. Rain rain go away come again some other day. Or the one about the old man, It's raining it's poring the old man is snoring, he got out of bed and bumped his head and couldn't get up in the morning. Why did we sing those songs, I mean what happen to the old man? I remember, a few times, during the summer when I was a kid my parents would let us play in the rain. This sounds strange I think, but I like the smell of wet pavement, and I used to lay on it face up eyes closed, every other sense awake. The side walk would be warm from the summer sun of the day, and the rain falling on me would be cool. I remember thinking this is so beautiful God. To know God, is to really experience life, in a vivid sort of way, to have every sense, AWAKE.
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