Ok, so marriage is something I would like to experience some time. I also wrote in my last blog, that this desire for my husband ( ? ) is a curse along with that pain in child birth. This curse has been broken though, by God through his son Christ Jesus. We only have but to except this gift, or allow God to begin the work of spell braking in our own lives. When I was 5 years old God revealed this to my young heart. He has been recreating me a little more every day. Until the day when I stand before my King, my father, Lord and savor, I will feel the scares of the sin, but I do not have to fall hopeless to the ground in defeat to that curse. For I know that Through God the father son and holy spirit, the battle, the curse has been won, broken. The curse has not prevailed. Ya!
Remember that song we used to sing when we were kids, the one we sang when we wanted to go frolic in the out doors but we didn't because it was raining. Rain rain go away come again some other day. Or the one about the old man, It's raining it's poring the old man is snoring, he got out of bed and bumped his head and couldn't get up in the morning. Why did we sing those songs, I mean what happen to the old man? I remember, a few times, during the summer when I was a kid my parents would let us play in the rain. This sounds strange I think, but I like the smell of wet pavement, and I used to lay on it face up eyes closed, every other sense awake. The side walk would be warm from the summer sun of the day, and the rain falling on me would be cool. I remember thinking this is so beautiful God. To know God, is to really experience life, in a vivid sort of way, to have every sense, AWAKE.
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